So this is it

After all this rollercoaster, well so far
the thing is
i was never really ready to be so far
for some months now.
i think this is it
i think its becoming more of a game
where the rules and the players are not clear
I'm growing more tired day by day
she demands too much
and i'm tired to be just one more of the endless line
my chances are still good, they always were

I thank her for the energy she once brought
it made me generate feelings and energies i have not had in a long time

But the same wind that brought her
is taking her away.

What I want from her i cannot ask.